Look sideways; stay off center; don’t look straight into a thing - like looking into the sun blinds you.  Definition becomes clear from the side peripheral vision.  The main event is only a phase; the prep. The aftermath is more subtle but is where deeper learning takes place. Its a question and answer period like the end of life where the body parts with the soul and the soul ponders its existence before re-entering the fire (more like an incinerator...something of the purifying of the spirit through the flesh...alchemy) of life once again. 

I can’t stand not being on the edge where I feel myself plunging from new heights to old depths.  Penetrating existence, capturing energy and directing it -pointing to a purpose.  Incapsulize; draw; then turn around and point - make it happen. 

I need cold fresh air over my whole body.  I need to smell the ocean; my whole body caressed by cool deep water.  My eyes shut, my body open and then jump - the wind, the sweetness of air, the ongoing living.

 

 

Alchemical, shamanic, Jungian, and muse writings, by Tanis M.