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Sophia, the fall, whoring, and pleasing others

 

Taking the fall again - Sophia opened her legs and succumbed to the blame of the earth - the blame of the fall of Eden, the blame eternal - the unsatiated need to continue pleasing others - the whoring aspect of the psyche.  Sophia - when will you stop happening and close your legs - sprout a penis and take off to the hills running?

I get so lost sometimes - my skin becomes transparent and I let others into me so much that I blend - I become them and they don’t feel themselves - where did this come from?  I’m invisible and only others exist.  I need to find the parameters of my body, mind.  Everytime I look, I’m losing my skin.  How does one build layers, callouses? 

No more - I will say no. I will say no with courage, wisdom and love - NO. 

 

 

Alchemical, shamanic, Jungian, and muse writings, by Tanis M.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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